lost and alone

don't even bother.
2001-12-31 07:25:10 (UTC)

END GAME!!

I don't have a girlfriend anymore. and to be honest i miss
it. not the person i was with but the whole idea of it.
Being able to hold someone and have them hold on to you
just as tight, the comfort of really being able to trust
someone and giving them a piece of your life so theirs can
be a little better, having them cry in your arms knowing
that theres no other place they would rather be. It made me
feel special, like i was needed for something else other
than a ride or to help in some other chore. now a days i'm
all about favours, do this for that person and do that for
this person, but i don't complain, without that i wouldn't
have a purpose, i would be another useless body roaming the
earth in search of something to do. It really doesn't
matter i will take all the shit i can and everyday i will
curse the fact that i have the gift of extreme patience for
i think that is the real reason of my stupidity.




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