g ir l nex t d o or

Looking up into impossible skies

After a leave of absence the girl next door writes again-

I really just want to choose the right path. I am so set
against failing that its hard to allow myself to do much of
anything. I just want to be loved and wanted, while wanting
and loving endlessly. I can't be a fuck buddy anymore.

I am also need to keep looking for work in my field. I do
have a degree. Anyone can do it. I can do it. It's what I
am meant to do. I might as well get started.

Love, gnd