Fire Lillies H2O
Looking up into impossible skies
After a leave of absence the girl next door writes again-
I really just want to choose the right path. I am so set
against failing that its hard to allow myself to do much of
anything. I just want to be loved and wanted, while wanting
and loving endlessly. I can't be a fuck buddy anymore.
I am also need to keep looking for work in my field. I do
have a degree. Anyone can do it. I can do it. It's what I
am meant to do. I might as well get started.