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The Story of a Girl
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2001-12-31 04:19:10 (UTC)

say HELLO to the girl that i am

oo god today was the borest day i spent the whole day at my
grandfathers house! THANK GOD IM HOME. well we went to eat
dinner and there house is really nice and eww thats not
fair!..lol. i hate britney spears dont get me wrong but her
songs are actually kinda good on her new cd. I CAN RELATE
TO THEM more i guess.
here is one song, just read the lyrics.

"Let Me Be"

You try to read me
You try to figure out
You try to breathe me
But you can't
Blow me out
You try to feel me
But I'm so out of touch
I won't be falling
You won't have
To pick me up
Sorry if I sound confused
I don't feel the way
Like you do
But I won't turn around
But I won't turn around
You think
I might back down
But I won't
Think that
I might have doubts
But I don't
No insecurities
Won't you just
Let me, let me be?
Think that
You know me now
But you don't
Think that I can't
Stand on my own
It ain't my philosophy
Won't you just
Let me, let me be?

Trust in my instincts
Trust that I know
What's right
These are the reasons
That keep you up
At night (at night)
Tell me "Go slow"
This is my flow
'Cause you don't know
Know what I know
Let me tell you
How it feels
Baby it's time that
You see me for real
Sorry if I sound confused
I don't feel the way
Like you do
But I won't turn around
But I won't turn around

You think
I might back down
But I won't
Think that
I might have doubts
But I don't
No insecurities
Won't you just
Let me, let me be?
Think that
You know me now
But you don't
Think that
I can't stand
On my own
Ain't my philosophy
Won't you just
Let me, let me be?

Trust that I know
This is my show
Letting you know
Gotta go the way I go
Trust that I know
This is my show
Letting you know
Gotta go the way I go

You think
I might back down
But I won't
Think that
I might have doubts
But I don't
No insecurities
Won't you just
Let me, let me be?
(Be)
Think that
You know me now
But you don't
Think that I can't
Stand on my own
It ain't my philosophy
(It ain't
My philosophy, yeah)
Won't you just
Let me, let me be?
You think
I might back down
But I won't
Think that
I might have doubts
But I don't
No insecurities
(No insecurities)
Won't you just
Let me, let me be?

Think that
You know me now
But you don't
Think that
I can't stand
On my own
Ain't my philosophy
Won't you just
Let me, let me be?

You think
I might back down
But I won't
Think that
I might have doubts
But I don't
No insecurities
Won't you just
Let me, let me be?
Think that
You know me now
But you don't
Think that
I can't stand
On my own
(I can't stand
On my own)
Ain't my philosophy
Won't you just
Let me, let me be?


That has a pretty good meanin to it.

2morro is new years eve and yea im prolly sleepin still
11.48 wake up watch the ball ..woopie do...then go back to
sleep..yep-yep. yea i was gonna call jason today but he
prolly wouldnt answer like usually so its like why try? he
tells me too and he is never home..prolly screwin some hoe.
GOd, god knows wat disease he has! :X
oo well i am prolly gonna be single to i die, cuz i
sincerly dont kno if i can ever trust guys cuz alot of guys
i kno, all they do is lie. I dunno how grls put up wit that
shyt, i cant and i wont ne more. Well ill guess if im bored
later ill write more....

tata

ill leave yea wit a lil message, i think its cute and so
true
"You don't get to choose, you just fall in love. And you
get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same
time. And you know that you love them so much except
sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one
can explain it and the reason its so confusing is because
its love. but if love didn't have any challenges, what
would be the point?"



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