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ViCtiM oF ReaLiTY
2001-12-31 03:19:35 (UTC)

Brian is seXy...

.........OK!!! Today i went to the mall with Kat
and her friend/i think g-f too, and we went to MEtro and
Kat wanted to go and see this guy that she wants to hook up
with so we did. he works at Industrial skate shop and im
srry Kat, but that kid was SO FUNNY LOOKIN!!!!! Ha ha, he
was so pale and he had funny braces and a kinda funny
shaped head (gawd im so mean) but anywhos at like 7:00 the
mall closed (SUnday) so we were chillen outside when we saw
this one boy with his friends and this girl that gave Kat a
hug earlier so we said hey. Then i said that he was hot (oh
my gawd YES!!) and so Kat, of course, goes and tells him so
we exchanged #'s and he came and sat with us and i got to
talk to him. hesss sooooo cute..... and like hes about my
age too and i think im in love with him now. his name is
Brian (i know so many Brian's!!! must be a popular name)
and we talked for awhile and then our ride came so we said
good-bye and he gave me a hug!! it was so sweet. now i
gotta call him and like go out with him. he has his libre
pierced, which is sooooo sexy... and he was wearin all
these like cool spiky bracelets and he has black hair and
he's about my height.... AHHHHHH!!!! SO SEXY!......

i finally have someone now so i dont have
to worry about Chris! yes.........

Well tomorrow's New Year's Eve. im goin to the
Tempe Fiesta Bowl Block Party. its gonna be tight cuz not
only am i gonna score some alcohol, but Authority Zero and
TRip TurneR are playen (dont really care for trip turner
though). i luv authority 0. i wanna bring along Paulina and
Chris, but i havent talked to either of them yet so i dont
know. i'll call em tomorrow mornin.
I dont know if Paulina can go though
or not cuz of that one friday we got wasted and high at her
house, but i hope she can. i could always bring Brian, my
gay friend, not the hot one i met today.....


i got so pissed today. Stix kept callin my phone while i
was at the mall cuz she wanted me to go do somethin with
her, but i didnt feel like it. i just wanted to go home and
eat my Cinnamon Life,.... just let me eat my fuckin cereal!!
mmmmmmm...... its so good, and cinnamony. im such a
dumbass. i should have stayed at the mall with Brian cuz
him and his friends were goin to see Not another teen
movie, even though i already saw it. but i could have like
made-out with him and did stuff.... DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!! its
all Kat's fault!! she had to go home. grrrrrrr...... ha,
she has a funny lookin boy..... k, well i wrote a lot, so
later.




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