Apathetic Weez Macht

Look Mom! Im a Turtle.
2001-12-30 01:37:30 (UTC)

I WANT DIARYMONSTER BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! it better be up soon cuz all my shit
is over there. and i just dont like this format. it doesnt
give me a choice as to which ones are private and which are
public, and besides all that its just a shitty day.

so i suppose that cory went to welch village with becca.
and the thing is, im starting not to care. everything is so
different now. i dont know wat to do. should i dump him? do
i want to dump him? do i still like him? does he like me?
and i dont know the answers to any of the questions. its so
fucking dumb. its not a big deal wen i look at the entire
picture of my life. its only been 3 months. 2 1/2 of which
were spent at least kind of happy and complacent. what do i
do? WHAT DO I FUCKING DO???????????? this is the hardest
thing ive ever had to work out completely on my own with no
help from mom or krista or anyone. its all up to me.
everything is lying on my shoulders. i have to make the
final decision. no one can make it for me. what do i do?

the honest to god truth is, i dont know.
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I JUST THREW OUT THE LOVE OF MY DREAMS by =w=
I'm so tall, can't get over me
I'm so low, can't get underneath
I must be all these things
for I just threw out the love of my dreams

He is in my eyes, he is in my ears
He is in my blood, he is in my tears
I breathe love, and see him every day
Even though my love is a world away

Oh he's got me wandering
My righteousness is crumbling
Never before, have I felt this way
No one is right, but I want for him to stay
I must be made of steel
for I just threw out the love of my dreams

He's in my eyes, he's in my ears
He's in my blood, he is in my tears
I breathe love, and see him every day
Even though my love is a world away

Oh he's got me wanderinge
My righteousness is crumbling
Oh he's got me wandering
My righteousness is crumbling
And I see him every day
Even though my love can walk away.

He's in my eyes, he's in my ears
He's in my blood, he is in my tears
must be made of steel,

for I just threw out the love of my dreams.




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