The Bass Player

Ravings of a Madman
2001-12-29 09:31:47 (UTC)

Breaking Hearts?

I don't even know where to begin on this one. My
girlfriend is out of town for winter break and won't be
back until January 6th. Over the course of the break, I've
goine out with my friends, and just hung out. The other
night (which happened to be Christmas, of all days) I hung
out with a lady friend of mine. We were watching a movie
when we started flirting, pretty much. Things kinda built
up and the next thing I know, I'm kissing this girl. Some
may say that it was just a kiss and doesn't mean anything,
but it means something to me. It means I've gone against
my obligation to only being with one girl at a time, and
here I am kissing someone else. I have yet to tell Kristin
what happened because I feel it's done better in person
rather than e-mail or instant messenger. I never realized
how much I care for Kris until I have to hurt her...The
girl I kissed isn't even talking to me anymore; feels like
avoidance (and for good reason). I don't know what I'm
going to say to Kris. All of this was my fault, and I've
accepted that fact, because I was the one who made the move
and all. Don't be surprised if I'm back to single life
here in a few weeks. Such a fool....