lilbuzz03

me, myself and i
2001-12-28 23:56:49 (UTC)

self esteem lowered

Well I’ve been accounted for as the quiet person. When
usually I’m the really hyper crazy girl (when I’m around
people I’m comfortable with). But you can be surprised of
what people can say just to bring down ur own self-esteem.
Well I thought I was helping a friend out by venting their
anger at me, but now, I feel like a horrible person. And
I’ve practically went back to being shy all over again.
Every little thing I’ve been taking to heart, I know I
shouldn’t, but the simplest word said, and the smallest
action, I’ve been looking at it as an action of aversion.
I probably sound foolish to think of things like that. I
want to make myself have fun and not care of what people
think of me. But a stonewall has shied me back. I guess
this is something i have to overcome on my own.




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