Alcyone

Never Cross the Dotted Line
2001-12-28 22:45:20 (UTC)

San Antonio

Todays not a very good day...this whole vacation hasn't
been a good one...i'm sick...bad cold diary...it only adds
to the misery...4hr. practice tommorow i don't know if i'll
be able to stand it...it's so hard to stand anything
anymore...can't stop crying today...and you know what?
There's nothing here, nothing except me...where are you
now? Probably out doing all the things it is you do. I
guess that's fair since i can never tell you how i feel
about things...i just want the crying to stop...the misery
to go away...i just want to be happy again...yes diary...it
has been a long time since i was happy...such a long time...

~San Antonio and sunsets...long roads and good
friends...best of all...no worries~

...i feel better after having written this...but a little
pathetic...i'm not looking for pity diary...just a little
compassion...

now and then




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