2001-12-28 08:39:22 (UTC)

i keep deleting what i write..

i keep deleting what i write cus its not right i dont
understand this is such bullshit every time i care i get
fucked and im sure that yeah its just me but i dont know
what to do nobody cares enough to make me happy and this
partying shit and this fucking ho bag girl are more
important to her than i am and i cant deal with that i cant
compete for her time and it sucks i should have stayed a ho
because this doesnt work for me i cant do it and ashley has
said all along shes not right for me but then why the fuck
do i care so much shes here i gotta go