the writing of kuypers
2001-04-09 13:53:17 (UTC)

And I Don't Care

And I Don't Care

November 15, 1998

I'm tired of them asking me
and that condescending high-pitched voice
how I'm doing

well, I'm fine
I'm the same I've been
and I know that nothing gets better

they tell me it is my attitude
with amazing regularity
they tell me it is my attitude
that makes me think this way

and it doesn't do me any good
and I'm still angry
and I've still lost part of my life

there are a lot of things I don't care about
when the beautiful things have decided
to take a turn for the worse for me

Are things getting better?
Objectively, I can say that I don't know
and I don't care