diPthEriA*roSe

{{aNgeL**dUsT}}

oh my dears.....what a long nite it's going to be..
mmmm.....i've been thinking...thinking...long and hard..
im going to miss you my beautiful faerie from above..
beyond..
the feeling is back...
'how could i have missed something right in front of me.
right the fuck in front of my face.....
sitting before me for so long....so close yet so far away.
but this time you caught me....
just in time.....before you drifted away forever...
thank you...
more than i can possibly say in words....
just thank you....
you'll never know how much....
as long as you know....thank you.
a word to u.......our journey has only but begun..
....we've only but touched the suface....
.......{distance shall not halt our journey}....

i love the way it is right now....
{perfect}
dare i say it...?
i do.............i adore you all...and fear what lies
ahead of us....where we all will go...what we all will do..
will we still be us????
or will we be alone?????exploring the new and unseen.
it seems impossible....that we could all fall apart...
i need you all....
and to think of life without you is to think of life
without my whole...
i promised myself i would never be completed by another
but what about many????

no more worries....there's much fun to be had until then.
i adore you all
and always will.
you've each taken a piece of me....and in place left a
little of yourselves......
where would i be without you.?

i feel endless. i feel forever. i feel alive without the
scarlette........
and i love it.
**hollowhollowhollowhollowhollowhollowhollowhollowhollow***
i feel so......
and i love it.

i dont know what im saying anymore...i'll read it tomorrow
and laugh..laugh...laugh.........
and then ill shove more bliss up my nose...
and smile smile smile some more...
and love my moments as they come...
and take the world as my own.....................

*gramma take me home.

mmmmmmkurt................i think ill name my child vincent
i have tool in my head.....mmmmmmmmmmaynard....

unnatural....
supernatural....

thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou all once again...
you bring me smiles......
thankyou.

i love drugs.

{it was nice seeing russ tonite....he seems as tho he
hasnt changed at all........like nothing ever ended....
like everything that happened did so yesterday.....it was
all the same.....{except the braids}...but thats just a
triviality......all the same....all the same...i wonder if
he'll ever change...}

dear sarah....

dear aryn.....

dear erin.....

dear melissa.....

dear catherine...

dear jessica.....
angel dust breathe in your stars......