Leslie

Bordom
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2001-12-27 06:32:04 (UTC)

sad and lonely

hello
i haven't had a good day and last night was bad
too...i'm just really confused...see i really like allen
and i'm starting to get attached and i don't want to get
hurt...but i have decided to trust him with my heart...i
don't have a choice in the matter...he already has
it...anyways...i'm going to stop writing this as if anyone
is actually going to read it...i know that no one is
actually going to take the time to read my stupid
journal...i'm soooo bored...anyways...i'm going to start
writing this as if i was writing it to myself....i don't
know what to do....aaaaahhhh...i hate to fee like this...i
just found out that my mom is now saying that i'm
pregnant..isn't that just really great...i don't know what
to do...i guess it doesn't really matter...i can't change
what she thinks...maybe she has her reasons for thinking
this buti can't see what they would be...i don't
know..maybe it is because we are totally different type of
people...i wish i knew what she thought and why she thought
these things...i don't know....i'm just going to pray that
everything works out and that we will get through
this...but i don't know...this isn't the first time
something like this has happened...it happens about once a
year...i don't know what i would do if something happened
to her tomorrow...i would never forgive myself...i don't
know how to make anything right....if anyone actually reads
this and wants to give me advice then i'm more than open to
it....i hope everything gets better.
well bye,
bummed out leslie


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