dismal life
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2001-12-27 00:15:30 (UTC)


I had a horrible day. My boyfriends parents hate me! My
boyfriend is a jerk...

I have nobody

I am alone

I'm trapped again in endless rain
I divorce the thoughts of you I love with me
I divorce your innocence and my guilt
I divorce the lying sellout confidence
I'm divorcing every mother fucking thing
I divorce the love bled meaningless
I divorce the makeshift harmony
I divorce the taunting acts of violence
I divorce the pastime of jealousy
I divorce control
I divorce the faith
I divorce the virtue
I divorce the rain
I divorce the excuse
I divorce the greed
I divorce the need
I divorce iniquity in this mother fucking bullshit life
Just want it all to go away
Just want to run away to die, take it, myself, my life
Text book fucking mental, off me and pitch me in a hole

I'll always be your shadow
And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur
I can't be the hero anymore
I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away
I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family
I spit up on my plate and I sever the entity
And I feel your warm sun on my face

Eclipse you and bleed you strip you of your states of ain
soph aur
I need you
It's always been this way, I push it all away,
From me

I am so fucking bored right now...I feel so lonely...My
boyfriend hasn't called me back. I have nobody....