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2001-12-26 09:30:09 (UTC)

Breaking Up

Mood: Energetic
Music: 'This I Promise You' by N'SYNC
Time: 6:29 PM (12-26-01) Tokyo Standard Time

This morning, Mona found a phone card and was looking for
someone to test it on. I don't know why, but I gave her the
number for the cafe (it took me a second to remember how to
dial Japan from the states) and she actually called. I was
so nervous. I mean this place echoes like a cave. I had
Reid asleep on the couch here, and I was feeling both sick
and really jittery because my coffee was wearing off. It
was so funny, I felt like a seventh grader again. She
sounded really cute, but I thought I was boring her, so I
didn't say much. I was kind of hoping she'd talk in her
texan accent, but I guess she was hiding it. She doesn't
have to, I think it'd be really cute ... maybe next time.

Since I got home so early (compared to how late I've been
staying lately) I didn't have any trouble getting up for
work today, and I'm all energetic. I came in two hours
early, and the boss is out for the evening. She'll be back
later, then I'll be free to go to another party tonight
with Reid. My boss is so cool, she understands that he's my
best friend and he won't be around much longer. That, and
he's one of our best customers here. He's been coming to
the cafe since before I started working here and before my
boss owned this place (she bought the cafe from an American
who had to leave almost a year ago).

Its weird ... I think I should feel worse about breaking up
with Amber this morning. I know I totally disillusioned her
and completely broke her heart ... but it was like a light
came on in my head last night. All of a sudden, out of
nowhere, I just knew that it was over. I hope she
understands why I had to break things off, and I hope she
finds a nice guy in real life that can make her happy.
She's such a sweet girl and she really deserves so much.

Oh, one last thing. I got two messages from another
stranger. Thanks for the advice :D The Girl and I are
pretty honest about each other now and Reid doesn't do
drink or do drugs or go crazy with women anymore, he's
managed to keep himself clean for a while. Really, he's one
of the greatest guys I know, I just wish he wasn't so
tortured by the temptation around him.


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