reznor

fcuk

I got that cigarette...MiKeY still hasn't called

My night is fucking ruined....NO BUDDHA!
Went to Christine's house to see what's up...That bitch is
probably fucking wasted and I'm sitting here on the fucking
internet..BLAH!

I walked around BB for like 20 mins...I felt like the only
idiot. I was kinda thinking about my best Christmas...My
Mother, My Father, My sister, My brother, and the adorable
loving ex-boyfriend Micheal (not MiKeY) DAMN! I wish I
still had that. I wish I had someone who loved me like he
did.

I'm getting depressed...

I feel so lonely this Christmas...My boyfriend doesn't care
about me but I waste all my time thinking about him
constantly. I'm a fucking PUSSY!

YOU DON'T CARE BOUT HOW I FEEL
I DON'T FEEL IT ANYMOREEEE..
I can't sleep...I can't eat...I can't BREATHE.
-soad-

How I feel...I want to die

Talking to Ronnie now and it's making it worse...DON'T EVER
HAVE SEX WITH A BI-SEXUAL THAT U HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH FOR
OVER 2 YRS...I feel extra depressed..

It's 8:12 do u know where ur noose is? FUCK OFF

=Grace=