Olivia

its been awhile!

wow its been a while since I've written! Im trying to think
of all that happened since then. Um Jess is doing a little
better. The calling hours were sad but her family seems to
be so strong! I dont understand it! they amaze me! I dont
know what I would do. Im really thinking of them a lot
especially tonight with it being Christmas Eve and all! I
went to a dance that same night-- but it wasnt really a
dance b/c nobody danced! lol... a few local bands played
but I only got to see one b/c I had to be home early b/c my
mom let me take the car. I spend most of my time lately on
the inet-- but never writing in here.. sorry.. it's b/c Im
totally crazy for Ryan! I cant get myself to do anything
when I know I could be talking to him. He is a total
sweetheart.. He is everything that I could ask for in a
guy! I dont really know what else to say about him.. I dont
know how to put what I feel into words! aghh.. oh well..
umm yea-- its christmas eve and Im not done wrapping
presents so I should go do that! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!