hopelessly_passive

///////////////////////////////////////december 22

i don't know what i'm doing here after all this time. i no
longer have the anything to write my name in capital
letters. i bled onto the floor tonight and it was the only
thing that felt real all day all week. this isn't definite
enough to be dying and not quick enough to be falling
apart. i'm drowning, but not fast enough. i don't even
wonder anymore.