Cindysioux

~My Life as a Fat Chick~
2001-12-22 05:29:34 (UTC)

I am thankful

1.) I am thankful to have God in my life. The God Shaped
hole in my heart finally has a purpose.
2.) I am thankful to be alive; I haven't always wanted
to be.
3.) I am thankful for my mother and father. For no one
who so truly loves me shall ever exist again. My family is
not perfect my father is an alcoholic with diabetes, and
heart disease, and my mother smokes like a chimney and
doesn't always get me. However I know no matter what they
love me with all their hearts and there is nothing I could
ever do to make them not love me. They fully accept me and
support me and most of all they love me unconditionally.
4.) I am thankful for my Best friend Michelle. She has
thought me what it's like to be a friend and to have one. To
be able to be completely real with another humane being who
is not related and has nothing to gain for loving you. No
fear of judgment, persecution, conditional love or betrayal.
She loves me for who I am and unlike my parents she doesn't
have to she chooses to.
5.) I am thankful for having my heart Broken for it
allowed me to taste true love and it gave me the ability to
recognize the real thing. The realization that every other
relationship in my life I thought was love was a sick
twisted illness.
6.) I am thankful to have met one Eric Franklin. We have
only been together a short time (6months) but, I love him.
He is a wonderful man who has taught me what it is like to
be respected as an intelligent, worth human being. Real true
love the kind that brings tears to my fathers eyes when he
tells me he loves me so much? And I say So much I could cry.
As I sit here and weep my cup runith over with the Joy of
it.
7.) I am thankful for my little Maddy Bean. I owe her my
life because without here I fear I would not be here. She
was there for me at the lowest point in my life. She gave me
a purpose.
8.) I am Thankful for my dearly departed Eddy she loved
me always and was my constant companion until long after her
body was unable to support her without pain. She never gave
up for me and she trusted me with all that she was and her
devotion will never be matched. She lived her whole life for
me knowing no selfishness. We as humans could only aspire to
be as good as our pets.
9.) I am thankful to live in a country, which allows me
rights to be free to express myself freely and to walk down
the street a free human being. Free from Oppression because
of my Sex, race, religion or ethnic background. A country
where I have the power to be or do what ever I want. God
Bless America.
10.) I am thankful for my Freedom, as I have not always
been. Few people know what it's like to be behind Bars and I
pray you never do.
11.) I am thankful for every lesson I ever learned and
for all those I have yet to learn.
12.) I am thankful to have had a childhood sheltered from
much of the world's cruelness. A country existence where I
rarely wore shoes in the summer ate berries from the vines
and caught garter snakes for excitement. Where we left the
keys in the car and weren't sure if there was a key to the
front door. A small school with one class for each grade and
teachers who truly cared
13.) I am thankful for my Aunt Corrine she loved me
unconditionally and always beloved in me and even in her
death she thought me a lesson
14.) The lesson. The possibility of entertains angels for
you know not who treads upon your stoop.
15.) I am thankful for friends.
16.) . I am thankful for my little dumpy studio apt. It
is not much but it is mine and mine alone.
17.) I am thankful for my racy little white car
18.) I am thankful for my Job. It's a great Job I didn't
have to lie to get.
19.) I am thankful for a voice to sing with.
20.) Eyes to see the beauty I am surrounded bye
21.) I am thankful for ears that allow me to hear.
22.) Arms and legs, which move me and allow me to dance.
23.) I am thankful the ability to feel the face of my
lover, the hair of my dog and the smoothness of silk.
24.) I am thankful for the ability to stop and smell the
roses.
25.) I am thankful for stary nights
26.) I am thankful for wishes on shooting stars.
27.) For nights spent as a child in the back yard in a
sleeping bag watching stars and the invinite ability to
ground a person that has.
28.) I am thankful for Sunrises
29.) I am thankful for Sunsets
30.) I am thankful for Chocolate
31.) I am thankful for the smell of rain
32.) I am thankful for butterflys
33.) I am thankful for clean sheets
34.) Warm socks fresh from the dryer
35.) Purfume
36.) Roses
37.) Balloons
38.) Quiet
39.) Music
40.) Books
41.) Bubble gum
42.) Corn mases
43.) Ice cream
44.) The laughter of children
45.) My own laughter
46.) Paper
47.) New journals
48.) Old journals
49.) Baby books
50.) Greeting cards
51.) Corn flakes
52.) Rivers lakes and streams
53.) I am thankful for snow angels
54.) I am thankful for the pureness of babies
55.)
work in progress




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