le soleil et la lune
2001-12-21 05:17:58 (UTC)

I hate Christmas

I honestly wish that Christmas would just come and go
already. I'm so sick of it. We've been listening to
Christmas music since October, our store is decorated like
a trailer park, people get bitchier and bitchier, and it's
still 6 days away.
Some people are getting on my nerves, and I don't know how
much longer I can deal with them. I feel really bad for
saying that, but it is true, and not all of it is because
of their attitudes. I feel really stupid, and I know I
brought it upon myself. I hate that!!!!!!!!!!!! It upsets
me so much, but I can't make it change.
I haven't wrapped any presents, I'm still not done shopping
for the damn things.

Everyone's been asking me what I want for Christmas, and I
think I finally have an answer. CJ and Casey were right
last night. I want a boyfriend that won't put me down,
makes me feel great about myself, is affectionate,
intelligent, and not self pitying. If anyone knows where I
can find someone like this, please let me know. I'm tired
of waiting.