abby c

just because of me

i'm just not ready, for anything

i always think i am, i think this is it nothing can get in
my way this time.... and then i start to worry... worry
about everything....... sooo many hard times just because
of me

i'm not normal, not regular
i'm not the avergae anything and i'll never be sane.... i
cant stop thinking

so mnay thoughts go through my head... 100 a second i
swear, i have too many personalities... too many friends
maybe?

i dont know, i'm just not ready

i need to leave, start over or soemthing...?..... but i dont want to
lose friends, no
matter whats been going down