angryanymore

angryanymore
2001-12-20 16:01:52 (UTC)

resurfacing.

... well... all i can say is wtf...

i had a dream last nite... about kolby of all fucking
people... i had to spend the nite at his house for some
fucking reason... but it wasn't his house... ... but it
was... ( you get the picture ) ... and he had some really
cute guy over with square black frame glasses (i'm thinking
it was tony... but i'm not sure.. ) ... and everything was
so surreal and painful... he looked at me like he hated me
everytime he caught a glimpse of me... like... "why in the
hell are you here?" and i didn't know how to answer him...
because i didn't know.. and i remember... stumbling in the
back room... like... my legs were weak... but i knew i had
to get out of there... because it was laurie's room... and
i wasn't supposed to be in there or something... and so...
i managed to stumble down the hall and i landed in his
room... and like.. tony and kolby were sitting on a couch
in his room... and i looked at him with a "i'm hurting help
me" look... and he looked at me with the coldest eyes...
and said.. "what the fuck is wrong with you... do you have
a problem." ... i turned away... and tried to slide down
the rest of the hall... and then laurie walked in... and
she looked at me with a weird face.. and just walked past
me... ... and then at some point in time... i accidently
turned the lawn mower on in the house... and that just
caused insanity.............and my dad comes out of nowhere
and helps me turn it off...

... why is he in my dreams again? i want him out out out.

neeley.