gr8fuldead321

this is me
2001-12-19 07:24:57 (UTC)

today

i woke up to the ringing of the phone, it was my mom, an
appointment oppened @ the dentist, funfun, the damn
novicane lasted from like 115 until like 5. well anyway, it
didnt affect my day much i wasnt planing on anything
anyway. i feel that writing this, although i know probably
noone reads it is so helpful, but if you do read it,
please, say something to me, maybe it will change my life,
and maybe it will change your. anyway, i realizd that
calling her kz is stupid, her name is kelly and i love her
desperately. i was thinking about what to write and i
realized i also need to write her a letter. we have been
talking alot about why i feel how i do, so im gonna tell
her what happened. over the summer she was like my sister
and i will admit to making the comment of "i could never
think of her like that". it is quite apparent that i was
wrong, so what i want to say is that "i didnt say that
because i dont love you, but because i didnt plan on loving
you, but my plans dont often work." i was watching the
show "sports night" just now and this really pretty girl
went up to a pretty nerdy guy and kissed him. i miss
kissing, its been awhile, and i really miss it. i love
kissing. i would rather just kiss a girl for hours than do
anything else. and more than anything else i wish it could
be kelly. i have to say though, if any girls read this, if
u really want to get a guy, there is one question that will
def. work. ask him "what would you do if i kissed you?"
most likely you will get the answer of i dunno or lets see,
and speaking of that, that was my most memorable kiss,
helen, a girl i had just met, she definitly knew what she
was doin. but anyway, if there is anyone out there who just
wants to kiss come see me plz, i miss it. hmmm good
charlotte is in town tomorrow but i got screwed out of
tickets. i watched the hurricane today, about rubiin
carter, the boxer, i wish i was friends with someone
famous, it would help out im sure. i know i will be in a
few years, for example, my monitor from last year, his name
was chris higgins, he plays hockey, he plays on yale, hes a
freshman this year, and hes the leading scorer in the
league. he will definitly go into the nhl. well i hope, it
would be really cool. anyway, i miss the seniors from last
year, especially holmesy, he was the man. he was the
biggest rolemodel ive had in a long long time. anyway, its
time for me to write to kelly. i love you kelly, goodnight.




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