Magic of Mascara
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Rainy cold Tuesday.
It's a week before Christmas exactly. I really want to call
Jeff, but I dont. I'm not going to. Not until Christmas. I
hope he doesnt answer. I don't want to talk to him for fear
of him being with Liz. I don't want him to feel
uncomfortable. I dont want to either. I want to leave a
message anyway. I got him an awesome x-mas present. It was
on ebay and I thought it was awesome. I hope he does too.
I was at work and a girl had to cancel an appointment and
then she told me that she'd call back to book another one
next year. I laughed when i realized that next year is in
about three weeks, not even.
I want to have sex. I was talking to an old friend of mine
and until he told me that I got too emotionally attached
(suck my ass), I felt something for him. I guess when you
fall in love with someone who is using u for a piece of
ass, falling in love is getting too attached. Asshole.
Getting attached is me though. Im not like a stalker but I
fall in love Very Very easily. I can't help it. I don't
have a problem with it and no guy I was ever with did
either, that i know of. It's not like I'm a bug that sticks
to the guy, I just tell them i love them and that they mean
a lot to me. Doesn't mean we're gonna get married. Ah, Shut
up Wagner jesus I ramble.
I stuck up for myself to my worst enemy the other day. She
called me all kinds of names and I told her what i thought.
It felt good.
Haha. An old friend just Imed me. Thats weird, nobody ever
IM's me haha. I'm gonna go have a great conversation and
hopefully make some plans to party, knowing her. :o)