Music:Adema-Giving into you
Mood: Shitty (who would have thought :/ )
Well , just another shitty weekend in louisiana,
SOMEONE KILL ME PLZ!!
Just to let you know about the exciting life in
louisiana..... the most exciting thing that happened this
weekend was a cow coming out of ronnie straton's ranch and
running down the road........ lol and then the cops trying
their damnedest to catch it......
this is what our sign should read:
Welcome to Loser town , Louisiana .... We have
incompetent cops and cows!!!! ENJOY YOUR STAY!!!!
Well there was the weekend ...... today .......... BORING
Oh and leslie what the hell happened to getting on the
internet last night? i waited and waited and waited... till
frickin 2 in the morning.. BAH
Well today sucked woke up at 11...... i had to take my
brothers friend home...... to that special place called
I went to arcadia to actually talk to my friend eddie
since i cant do shit with him ....... complements of my
My DAD -By Ray H.
Why must you make my life hell?
Why do u anger me so much?
Why cant you be normal ?
Why dont you want me to learn from my mistakes?
Is it that you are afraid?
Is it that you cant stand to see me become independent?
Is it that you hate,me?
what ever it is i cant figure it out so plz
STOP TRYING TO CONTROL MY LIFE WITH YOUR SICK MIND.
STOP RUINING MY LIFE THRU YOUR TWISTED MIND.
GO THE HELL AWAY!
But eddie wasnt home..... gawd i need someone to talk to
but i dont trust anybody, but one single person enough to
talk about what im feeling..... but she is nowhere around
and i dont want to call her.......
after that i went to minden and chilled for a minate
then i came home and just sat on my fatass till about
i went to the field house to lift weights like i
always do ...... just me ......alone......... as usual
PLZ SOMEONE TAKE ME AWAY!!!
Anyways tomorrow me and ben are goin to shreveport.....
to get some cool shit for out little get together this
thursday but the only atendees will be Me, Ben, and Wes..
B/c we dont have any other friends that want to chill with
us.... BUT FUCK IT.... im tired and waiting for someone to
talk to , to get on the fuckin internet . no one will tho
Ill just stay home .. alone ... in silence.... loathing in
my self just waiting for the day that everything comes
together and ppl start turning thier backs on me like they
allways do ........
Good night ......... hope u had a better day then i did.
Later , Much love, and clean teeth
Ray O' fuckin sunshine