slightlyeccentric

funeral

I can just imagine what Clary is going to say tomorrow. HE
is going to give me hell for missing his test. But you
know what? I don't care. Today was a day to be with my
family. We committed my Papa to the ground today, and
rather than everyone crying, we were all smiling. It was
like a celebration. MY family is doing their Christmas
thing on Saturday and I have no clue how I am going to get
there before 9:30. I don't really want to go through the
hassle of changing my work schedule so that I can be there
by 5:30. Why can't they do things on Christmas Eve or DAy
like normal people?

When we went to go look at the grave site after they'd
already put all the dirt and everything back on the coffin,
it was miserable, rainy and cold. And it was VERY
depressing to see my Granny's name already on the
tombstone, like the earth is just waiting to swallow her.
I don't know what I would do without my Granny. She's just
going to have to outlive us all, that's all there is to it.