looking for love
In all the wrong places
The Open Diary is down, and I need to write so, here I am.
It is temporary, i think. So, here is what's on my mind.
In 6 days, my love and I will be together again. It hasnt
even been a month this time, but I miss him terribly. I
was thinking about sex versus love. And versus lonliness.
All I want right now is Bear, holding me. I wish I could
sleep, but I cant, right now. There is too much going on
in my mind. That seems to be happening more and more,
lately. I dont know what I can do to fix that. I took a
few sedatives hours ago, but it doesnt seem to be helping.
*sigh* All I want for christmas is a fuzzy. I want a big
fuzzy in my bed. I want to hold him and squeeze him and
love him. And to have him do the same to me.
That's all I want, right now.