Darkness_Calling

Just like..

I'm sitting here nothing to do.. and I think.

I hate thinking because.. I come to regret it like
normal.Like right now.

I'm falling apart again.. quicker than ever.. and.. I'm
not going to smile and bite the bult.. like I normally do.

You kow how many mistakes I have messed up this year
alone.. about 20.. worse.. than my usual. Which is
amazing.. I'm not sorry for them which makes it worse.
But what Am I to do now?

I assure myself.. I will just crumble. Crumble into a
thousand pieces..and lay in the wake.. in which I
deserve for my inhumanity..