my so called life
Ad 0:
2001-12-15 14:12:08 (UTC)

hello, world, this is me

this is my second online journal, my first one was great,
a great place to write down my problems, and the times
when i was happy, but then a lot of people saw it, and
got their own journals connected to mine, and then problems
started, so i wanted to start all over again, no one has to
know about this one, this is for my benefit only

all i want to say is, high school sucks. it's the hardest
thing i've had to endure in my life, and i hope life doesn't
get any harder than this. i always try to tell myself that
these people aren't going to matter when i graduate, but
it hurts when people hate you for now reason, and dump you
because the people that hate you hate him for not hating
you, and people steal your friends away, and even though
you're in a crowded room, no one sees you. it's hard, very

Is there something that you are trying to say
Don't hold back now
It's been a long time since I felt this way
So don't hold back now

I purposely forgot about
Loving anyone
Cause I'm the only one who has
Who has been stepped upon

In the mourning I can see the sights
No wonder I could never keep you satisfied
In the mourning I can see inside
Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide

Wishing all the best for you
And now I will say goodbye
Cause all the shit that we've been through
Put wisdom in my eyes

So walk away, don't turn around
Cause I won't be standing here
Cause all the lies that I've been living through
Are becoming very clear
And beauty thus become

Then you conned me into thinking
That all I had was you
The small insinuations
Were cutting me through
Cutting me through

And now I stand alone here
Stronger than before
And I'll never go back
Never go back
Never go