Codesmith

Life, Or Something Like It
2001-12-15 13:54:11 (UTC)

School's Done!

well its been a week since I last wrote. Quite a bit has
been going on. I finished exams actually! Last thursday was
the last one. It was a psychology exam with about 75
questions. Didn't seem too hard. The ones before that were
the Astronomy and the Computer Science ones. Those was tres
easy. Well the Cs one was.

At any rate, not much really to report. I am playing
anarchy online now.. have been trying to get my mind off a
few things. I think it's helping. somewhat. Was thinking
about erica actually.. I kinda miss her missing me.

On another note, I have been getting emails from sarah. She
wants to hang out and I really don't know how to respond.
Just so many factors. For one, she seems like the right
kind of girl I could fall for. But, she's leaving for the
city so I am trying my best to avoid that. Actually that's
not really all the problem. I guess just by nature or..
through experience I've become very cautious. Its too bad.
There isnt a real need to be cautious now. It's not like
she's trying to play me or anything. It's completely
genuine. I just dont really trust myself. Well of course
this is assuming she feels the same way.

I .. when I think about it. I don't really know how I feel.
I told her I had to house sit, which was the truth. I did
have to house sit, so I couldnt go to the movies with her.
Besides I would just kind of feel awkward. Not that I
usually dont. Im naturually very shy. I wonder if it was a
naturual or an environment thing. At any rate. More about
this later..

It's rather cold outside, and it was snowing wet snow a bit
earlier. I could never live in this kind of weather I would
just hibernate. If I had to work at 5am, in the cold, and I
was snuggled in bed all warm. There wouldn't be a chance to
wake me. It's just a genetic factor I guess. I've never
really been exposed to a cold climate ..well I have. But
that was a few years back. And the conditioning is gone.

We've been getting alot of warm drafts, so there isnt any
snow here. Kinda nice. But anyhow, the thoughs of the day
are.. and this is in no particular order.. kinda chaotic ..
like me. ^^

My Girlfriend, Sarah, Erica, Cold Weather, Naomi, Me, Life,
and Mary. It's almost like that game.. Hentai Game.. "True
Love" ^^ It's fun. Should find a warez site for it. Course
I would never condone anything illegal... heh.




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