one last quote...
"but im going to do this.
and im going to be a good girl.
and im not going to fuck around.
and im letting go..
im trying to anyway.
of the past and all the fucked up shit ive dealt with.
so god or whatever if youre there.
or if you care.
just help me out some with this..
im trying so hard to do the right thing.
i am trying.
~me~in the beginning. =)