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Mysterious Attitude
2001-12-15 05:05:59 (UTC)

Friday Dec. 14,2001

*Time: 10:19pm
*Wearing: A white shirt and my navy blue pants (school
uniform)
*Jewelry:My cross necklace,my nugget ring,my cross ring,my
3 bractlets,my vine ring,my gold earring for tha top of my
ear, and my fake lip earring...(in tha middle of my bottom
lip)
*Hair: down
*Listenin to : Naughty Boy (freestyle mix)
*Eating/Drinkin: nutting
*Song of the day : "Scars Of Love"-TKA (Freestyle song)
*Weather: raining and cold
*Talking to : Amanda and sum boy
*Mood: happy(eh right now anyway)
*Thinking: "Mmmmm I wish Andria was here right now hehe"


~*~*SCHOOL~*~*

Woo hoo I actually made it a full week at school and
didn't miss!!! Hehe a big improvement for me!! But
anyway... I had a test in math today and I think I actually
passed it!! Tha rest of tha day went by fast tho... just
watched movies and did sum really easy work.... Mmm... I
*think* this boy Anthony in my first hour class likes
me...he is always talkin to me... and always touchin
me...one time he even blew on tha back of my neck and
touched it... lol eh he also barked in my face tha other
day... and I have yet to figure out what that means...but I
seriously think he likes me... I mean hey he is sorta cute
but not my type... but its intresting cuz not many guys
really pay that kind of attention to me at school lol... so
I dunno ::shrugs:: Oh yea I brought this hand drawn comic
book from this really really really cute boy Adrian at
school... he has sum talent when it comes to drawing!! Tha
second one comes out monday so I'm goin to buy that one
also... I mean hey its only 50 cents! I'm actually startin
to like school a lil bit more... besides from doin
reports... i have one due in Social Studies on Patrick
Henry...and I haven't even started it... so I dunno lol I
need to do it...

~*~*BOYZ BOYZ BOYZ~*~*

Chris- Eh... he paged me last night... and he was horny..
so I got totally pissed off at him and I basically was a
bitch to him... lol I'm gettin so tired of guys callin on
me when they r horny... so wait till tha next one pages me
and wants to talk bout that... he will regreat it..

Carl- He is always pagin me... I like talkin to him and all
but damn not soooo much... I need sum space to myself
don't ya think?

Louie- Eh... I really wish I would've went out with him
when I had tha chance but I missed out... he told me if he
ever breaks up with his gurlfriend maybe me and him can go
out... but I really don't know... I would luv to... but
with my luck I would have a boyfriend then lol...

Ryan- I sorta broke up with him but I didn't really say
it... I just told him that I didn't want to be in a
relationship cuz I don't want to belong to one person... so
he basically said that we would have an open
relationship...or in other words... still go out but date
other people... grrr I really don't like Ryan and I'm not
sure how to tell him that without hurting him... so It's
like being stuck between a rock and a hard place...

Alfonso- Eh...I don't really like him anymore... I mean I
do but I don't.. and I'm leaning more towards not liking
him...I look at it this way... why like sumone u know u
can't ever go out with? I mean lately... he has been
looking at me a lot and I'm not totally sure why... maybe
he thinks I'm cute? Maybe he is wondering what I'm
thinking... I really don't know its hard to read guys body
language...

Josh- I haven't talked to him for a while... and I truly
miss him... I have been talkin to my mom and she said that
me and her could go to Flor. to met him... but I have to
ask him bout it first and see what he thinks bout it... I
just hope he says "sure come on down" lol....

Sam-My best guy buddy.. he called me tha other day... I
couldn't really talk to him long cuz my damn pager was
going off like crazy... but it was nice to talk to him
again!!


~*~*GURLS,GURLZ,GURLZ~*~*

Erica- I have been talkin to her a lot more lately... she
asked me for advice on boys and on how to talk dirty to a
boy on tha phone... don't ask me why all my friends think
im tha kinky one that knows all that stuff but they do...
and it seems that I do know quite a bit bout takin dirty
and being kinky lol... so hey if tha shoe fits wear it..
well anyway.... Erica is becoming one of my best
friends..so I'm like really happy cuz I actually have
friends now!!! She wants to go to tha mall with me tomorrow
but I'm not sure if I can go cuz of that damn report... but
I know I really really want to....

Sharia- Yet another new friend!!! Go Me!! Since she came to
my house that one day... she is always wanting to hang out
and stuff... and its fun to have sumone to go places
with!!! So u know I'm living it up!! She wrote me a letter
today and I'm guessing she is going to get me a x-mas
gift... so I gotta figure out sumthing to get her... but I
dunno what yet... ohh yeah... mmmm she wants to go to tha
mall next weekend so I know that will be fun...!!!

Amanda- My baby boo... were not going out but we are really
good friends... and I know I still have feelings for her...
it don't make it easier on me that she keeps callin me all
these sweet names... it just makin me like her more and
more... I also asked my mom if we could go to Cali to see
her and she didn't answer... but she said we may be going
to Cali... so I know she will let me met her!!! But I have
to check and see if that is ok with her.... so I'll let u
know how that goes...

Krissy- I haven't talked to her so I dunno what to say bout
her....

Andria-I called her yesterday we didn't talk long but it
felt good to hear her voice... I'm going to *try* and write
her a song with my Karaoke machine...and like make her a
mix tape of songs... but I have to wait until x-mas to do
that...

~*~EVERYTHING ELSE~*~*

MM... my mom is thinking bout renting a limo for a day and
takin me and a few of my gurls out for a ride around town
and then out to dinner... so if she does that it will be
me,Sharia,Erica,Andria, and me.... maybe sum more people
but I dunno yet...





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