surrounded by distances
This will be big.
This will be something you may not have imagined.
This is not something you may comment on. This is not for
you. Dont flatter yourself.
This is for *you*.
This is anger that has been building inside of me. Anger
that tastes so bitter. Anger I hate to taste and every time
I taste it I cringe. Do you hear that? You make me cringe.
You make me taste anger and you werent supposed to do
that. You were the one who would walk through anger with me
support me tell me that I have to feel this to enjoy the
moments where Im not angry.
How fucking ironic that it would end up being you Im so
I think about friendship a lot. I think about you being my
friend a lot. So, why is it so easy for you to just
disappear? Friends arent supposed to just disappear. There
are terms friendships end on. Hugs, parting words, fights
or they dont end. So what the hell was this Ill call.
Ill email. Ill let you know. and then you dont. Not one
fucking word written, spoken or typed.
Am I so easy to discard?
Are you so willing to let people go?
Are you more than willing to push people away?
That is wrong. So very, very wrong. The people that you
pull in close to you you pull in close to you for part of
what seems to be your sick and twisted reality they have
feelings. They thought it was for real. Your sick joke we
bought in to your sick joke.
Sick fucking joke.
You know what I mean.