Butterfly

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Okay. A friend told me about this site and I'm not too sure
on what to write. Letting people know about how I feel
inside will give me feed back but I'm not used to it.
I don't know how to feel right now. The guy I've been
seeing off and on for over a year and a half didn't biother
to tell me that he found someone else. I still love him . I
always will in some small way. I'm sure someone out there
understands that. Well anyway, my mother says I should hate
him. I don't think I'm capable of truely hating. What
should I do. He has apologized but I still don't have an
explaination.
Truely cofused,
Heather