Life sucks, but death sucks even more.
I want to report I was extremely HAPPY today.
I got a puppy from my bf Mike.
Now I am completely MISERABLE.
I had to giver her up.
Her name was Buffy.
All becuase ....well...that would be nice if I knew why.
My mom said I had to.
All I am going to do is cry!
I had no where else to write this, besides my real hard
journal I burnt to ashes with my lighter just a little while
I gave her to my brothers friend. I mean its not so bad that
she lives across the street, but shes supposed to be MY dog!
I threw a hissy fit and said I didnt want anythinganymore.
Gave up the car and tossed everything my parents ever got
for me into the closet in my bedroom. So needless to say
I'll be sleeping in a pair of long johns and covered in
I dont see why I couldnt keep her ! I'm going to go and just
cry my eyes out.