OhBaby It Is Me

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Willy Killem: hola
RobertLover411: Hola chico
Willy Killem: how u doin chica?
RobertLover411: Perfecto chico
Willy Killem: really?
Willy Killem: thats great
RobertLover411: Te agradezco
Willy Killem: whatever that means
RobertLover411: Thank You
Willy Killem: o
Willy Killem: so why u so happy?
Willy Killem: u got me dollar
RobertLover411: b/c I've learned to just not care about
things that I cannnot control
RobertLover411: I do have your dollar
Willy Killem: I know
Willy Killem: like what can't u control?
RobertLover411: And I will give it back to you tommorrow
RobertLover411: Jon
Willy Killem: oic
RobertLover411: I know that sounds bad
Willy Killem: Thats good that you've realized it
Willy Killem: I'm happy for ya
RobertLover411: Yeah, he's being weird
Willy Killem: most people are
RobertLover411: But no matters
Willy Killem: everything will turn out good in the end
Willy Killem: i promise
RobertLover411: Jeff gave me this really horrible look
today after school
Willy Killem: Jeff does that
Willy Killem: You can't let him bother ya
RobertLover411: What good will come out of that in the end?
Willy Killem: I dunno, but everythings gonna be alirght
RobertLover411: See, not everything is gonna be hunky-dorie
Willy Killem: yeah it will
Willy Killem: just give it time
RobertLover411: Well then why an't it now?
Willy Killem: cause its not time yet
Willy Killem: you still have things to learn
RobertLover411: I have lots to learn but how is the whole
thing with Jeff gonna turn out good in the end?
RobertLover411: He hates me with an overwelming passion and
LOATHS the air I breath
Willy Killem: well
Willy Killem: you have to learn to not let it bother ya
RobertLover411: That is NEVER gonna happen
Willy Killem: yea, it will
Willy Killem: just give it time
Willy Killem: a friend of my dad died today
Willy Killem: it was horrible
Willy Killem: it was at like 7 in the morning
Willy Killem: he was on his motorcycle
Willy Killem: and he hit some black ice
Willy Killem: and he stopped with his feet
Willy Killem: but the worst part is
Willy Killem: that his son was behind him in a pick up or
something
Willy Killem: and his son hit him
RobertLover411: It bothers me that Chad and Jeff are so
much alike b/c Steph likes Chad and Chris likes Chad, but I
don't want what happerned to them what happened to me
Willy Killem: Well, they see Chad as someone else
Willy Killem: They haven't had Chad be mean to them
Willy Killem: or turn his back on them
Willy Killem: they only see the good things about him
Willy Killem: I mean look at me
Willy Killem: everytime i see chad hes always gotta pick on
me
Willy Killem: but I don't let it bother me
Willy Killem: but everyone else seems to love it
RobertLover411: But Jeff was neever mean to me or anything
until that one day
Willy Killem: what day?
RobertLover411: the day he tlod me I was physco
Willy Killem: with the hat?
RobertLover411: No, the third day of school when he broke
up with me
Willy Killem: o
RobertLover411: Every thing was fine up until then
Willy Killem: You can't let it bother you
Willy Killem: its in the past
Willy Killem: you can't do anything about it
RobertLover411: But your entire life is the past
Willy Killem: yes
Willy Killem: thats why u can't let anything bother you
Willy Killem: and ALWAYS think good thoughts
Willy Killem: the GOOD memories
Willy Killem: not the BAD ones
RobertLover411: So then how ca you forget your entire life?
Willy Killem: forget the bad things
RobertLover411: It makes no sense
Willy Killem: the things that hurt you
Willy Killem: not the good things
Willy Killem: im just dumb
RobertLover411: Everyone say's don't dwell on the past, but
all you have is the past
Willy Killem: I dunno what im talkin about
Willy Killem: i think it means
Willy Killem: to forget that bad things that happend to you
Willy Killem: but remember the good stuff
RobertLover411: But arn't the bad things just as much a
part of you as the good things?
Willy Killem: I suppose
RobertLover411: So then what is the point?
Willy Killem: But you have to learn to make them not hurt
as much
Willy Killem: its a part of your past
Willy Killem: but just try not to let it hurt ya
Willy Killem: I'm just blabbing on
Willy Killem: I'm not giving you any answers
RobertLover411: See, they don't hurt, they are just a part
of me that hasn't been granted closure yet
Willy Killem: yeah
Willy Killem: that actually sounds good
Willy Killem: in time they will be granted closure though
Willy Killem: maybe not today
Willy Killem: maybe not tommarow
Willy Killem: but someday
Willy Killem: right?
RobertLover411: I hope so
RobertLover411: I know so
Willy Killem: thats right
RobertLover411: I'm not gonna worry
Willy Killem: you shouldn't
Willy Killem: I mean look at me
RobertLover411: It's one of those things I can't control
Willy Killem: yea
Willy Killem: but look at me.....
Willy Killem: I am a hopeless person
RobertLover411: Do I have to?
RobertLover411: NO I'M JUST KIDDING
Willy Killem: but I deal with it, and I try to make the
best of EVERY moment I have
Willy Killem: its all good, I know you were kidding
Willy Killem: Atleast I hope you were
RobertLover411: But you and me are two totally different
people
Willy Killem: true
Willy Killem: You should make the best of every moment you
got that
Willy Killem: I used to walk around all depressed and stuff
Willy Killem: but now Im happy
Willy Killem: happy I was granted a life to live
RobertLover411: I do, I really and truly do, but see, I
want way more then I'm ever gonna be able to get
Willy Killem: what exactly do you want?
RobertLover411: So I live my life everyday knowing that
there is just some stuff I canjust never have
Willy Killem: Well I wanted you, but I've learned that
thats never gonna happen
RobertLover411: I want unexplainable things, not material
things
Willy Killem: so I dropped it
RobertLover411: So your advise to me is ~drop it~
RobertLover411: ALRIGHT
Willy Killem: not in that way
Willy Killem: I mean I didn't just drop it
Willy Killem: I still act the same around you
Willy Killem: And I got feelings for you still, but friend
feelings
Willy Killem: You have to learn to deal with things that
you can't have
RobertLover411: But that is what I can't do
Willy Killem: It took me a long long time
Willy Killem: It took me a LONG time
Willy Killem: and were still REALLY good friends right?
RobertLover411: I can't just give up, I try way to hard,
and I usually get it only to find out in a short while that
I really didn't want it in the first place, that it was all
just the persuit
Willy Killem: you have to deal with it in your own way
angela
Willy Killem: I tried hard
Willy Killem: but forget about me
Willy Killem: You just gotta learn to deal with them in
your own way
Willy Killem: Live your life the way you want
Willy Killem: Listen to your HEART
RobertLover411: And you think I don't?
Willy Killem: I never said you didn't
RobertLover411: What the hell you think I'm doing if I'm not
Willy Killem: I never said you didn't
RobertLover411: I am just ME and no more said
Willy Killem: yea
Willy Killem: I know that
Willy Killem: i sound so stupid
RobertLover411: no you don't
Willy Killem: I don't?
RobertLover411: I'm the one who sounds like the stuck up ass
Willy Killem: I dunno
RobertLover411: I'm tired cold and bored
Willy Killem: bored talkin to me?
Willy Killem: guess what Friday is
RobertLover411: No like sitting here on the computer
Willy Killem: oic
Willy Killem: Guess what Friday is
RobertLover411: Friday
Willy Killem: Its the 15 week mark
Willy Killem: for Accounting
RobertLover411: HUH?
Willy Killem: We get a Pizza Party if I make it ;-)
RobertLover411: OH
RobertLover411: Read this
Willy Killem: i will
RobertLover411: sorry about telling that person but any way you
have a
cute face and i think that you should start to hang out
with jon more and then ask him out b/c i was
thinking about that last night and you should get to be
closer friends before you ask him out but other than
that i think that he would say yes b/c 1 your
personality and 2 you got a really nice body ( nice but)
but i got to go so i will
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"see
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you
later bye
RobertLover411: I BET YOU WILL NEVER GUESS WHO WROTE THIS
Willy Killem: brent
RobertLover411: How did you guess?
Willy Killem: brent is a horny bastard
Willy Killem: I dislike that kid
RobertLover411: He is the person that got me kicked off the bus
Willy Killem: i know, u told me
RobertLover411: But, forgive and forget
Willy Killem: yea, true
RobertLover411: He's real nice to me
Willy Killem: That kid just rubs on me the wrong way
Willy Killem: hes an ass to me
RobertLover411: He's helping me with Jon
Willy Killem: and I don't even know why
Willy Killem: I don't know why you like Jon, but good luck
RobertLover411: He told me to ask out Jon and if it didn't work out
to then go out with the other kid that he told I liked him
Willy Killem: seriously
Willy Killem: I don't wanna sound like an ass
Willy Killem: but that other kid you like
RobertLover411: What is wrong with Jon?
Willy Killem: I never said nothing was wrong with him
RobertLover411: An dthe other kid?
Willy Killem: the other kid is sick
Willy Killem: after you left
RobertLover411: OH
Willy Killem: he started to freakin moon us and jump on everyone
RobertLover411: I know
Willy Killem: its just nasty
Willy Killem: But do what you want
Willy Killem: I have no problems with Jon
RobertLover411: He was upset that I left
Willy Killem: brb
Willy Killem: back
Willy Killem: Jon seems like a good kid
Willy Killem: just quiet
Willy Killem: I've never really talked to him
Willy Killem: but I did have the whole table i was at wave to him one
day
Willy Killem: lol
Willy Killem: I like this song
Willy Killem: \\\\\\\"always on
time\\\\\\\" by Ja
rule
RobertLover411: Yeah you do, or you wouldn' have said ~ I don't know
why you like Jon, but good luck~
Willy Killem: exactly what I said, I don't know why you like him, but
I wish you luck because obviously you like him and I hope everything
turns out well
RobertLover411: Oh, so just b/c he's quite
Willy Killem: no
RobertLover411: then what?
Willy Killem: I don't talk to the kid, I have no idea who he is
Willy Killem: ThereforI cannot see why u like him
Willy Killem: But I bet if I got to know him
RobertLover411: He's nice, and that's really all
Willy Killem: I would see why u like him
RobertLover411: he has not much more to him
Willy Killem: Well you do what you want,I hope things turn out well
RobertLover411: I wants someone who's personality will cool dwn mine
Willy Killem: I seriously mean that
RobertLover411: Thank you
Willy Killem: I just wanna see you happy
RobertLover411: Thank you
Willy Killem: no problem
Willy Killem: I'm glad to be here
RobertLover411: Brent tells me that the other kid does drugs
Willy Killem: Umm I think he does
Willy Killem: he was beging Kyle Frye for a lighter...
Willy Killem: so he prolly smokes
RobertLover411: Yeah but ------- and - smoke
Willy Killem: good for --- guys
RobertLover411: --- PARENTS WOULD BE PROUD
Willy Killem: personally I can't stand it
Willy Killem: I tried it as a kid
Willy Killem: i've told you the story
RobertLover411: proud of my grammer not -- smoking
Willy Killem: the
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RobertLover411: Yeah
Willy Killem: hehe