my so called life
2001-12-12 22:52:14 (UTC)

Lovers for a night (say goodbye)

Say Goodbye
So here we are tonight
You and me together
The storm outside, the fire is bright
And in your eyes I see
What's on my mind
You've got me wild
Turned around inside
And then desire, see, is creeping
Up heavy inside here
And know you feel the same way
I do now
Now let's make this an evening
Lovers for a night, lovers for tonight
Stay here with me, love, tonight
Just for an evening
When we make
Our passion pictures
You and me twist up
Secret creatures
And we'll stay here
Tomorrow go back to being friends

Go back to being friends
But tonight let's be lovers,
We kiss and sweat
We'll turn this better thing
To the best
Of all we can offer, Just a rogue kiss
Tangled tongues and lips,
See me this way
I'm turning and turning for you
Girl just tonight

Float away here with me
An evening just wait and see
But tomorrow go back to your man
I'm back to my world
And we're back to being friends
Wait and see me,
Tonight let's do this thing
All we are is wasting hours until the sun comes up it's all
On our way here
Tomorrow go back to being friends

Go back to being friends
Tonight let's be lovers, say you will
And hear me call, soft-spoken whispering love
A thing or two I have to say here
Tonight let's go all the way then
Love I'll see you,
Just for this evening
Let's strip down, trip out at this
One evening starts with a kiss
Run away

And tomorrow
back to being friends
Just for tonight, one you
And tomorrow say goodbye

Oh, Dave Matthews Band.. How is it possible that you take
all these mixed felling inside me and make words of them?
You haven't done it just once, you haven't done it just
twice.. Almost every single one of you songs moves me..
Your music is my therapy, you sort out my thoughts..
You make life easier and more painful at the same time..
I'm so glad I found you.

I'm sorry I haven't updated.. I had this crazy weekend and
I haven't managed to straighten out my thoughts and stuff..
Sunday I was incredible happy, Monday I was more happy than
usually, Monday night things kind of sucked a bit, Tuesday
wasn't great, but it improved. I got this new perspective
on things and I started playing.. I realise this doesn't
make much sense.. I wish I'd written an entry Sunday, it
would have been the greatest entry ever.. Oh well..

Today was chemistry.. When I first got the test I was like
SHIT WHAT THE HELL IS THIS? I'm gonna fail..
But after a while things got better and I thought at a
point that I did pretty well.. But after the test I talked
to some girls in my class and they got totally different
answeres from me.. oh-no!
But Oh-well, never mind. I won't fail chemistry anyways.. :)

After the test I went upstairs to our classroom to talk
with my friends. I was exhausted and just wanted to say hi.
First I met Geri and Nina (the girl whose birthdayparty I
attended a few months ago and who has been getting on my
nerves lately because she's so FUCKING rude and selfish).
They were all excited about some idea.. they want to get
Lucy a stripper for her birthday! I thought the idea was
kind of stupid, so I just said What?! and laughed. Then
Nina said : 'that's ok, little one, you don't have to watch'
Ah, that pissed me off! She thinks she's so much better
than everyone. I just smiled stiffly at her and walked by
her. Lucy was going crazy since no one would tell her what
the secret was (the stripper). We talked for a while then
Nina asked : 'are you going to attend the two last
classes?' with a sarcastic vioce. 'No, are you crazy?' I
said. 'It would have been just like you' she said. GRRRRR,
I hate you!!
I hope she fails five classes and has to retake them! BAH!

I'll write about my weekend some other day when I'm in a
better mood.. :)

Take care and goodnight y'all ;)