tomsgurl81

My life day by day
2001-12-12 16:51:31 (UTC)

Why now I wonder

You ever notice that things you used to want. Come to you
when you dont want them? Well that is what is happening to
me right now. I'm just wondering why now. Why when I dont
even want it anymore. I just want to be the one person in
the stands that doesn't date like every other girl. I enjoy not
talking all the time to people. I dont want to be like every other
girl and I'm not. So Then again I have 5 guys that like me. They are
all nice Just I dont like them like that. I just want FRIENDS is that
so HARD for a freaking guy to accept or is he just going to
keep bothering me till he gets some. Well it aint
happening. I dont want them but they want me. They arent
getting me though. I'm not interested. UGH guys SUCK!!! Why
cant one of these 5 be the one I like?? Why cant eric like
me like they do. I know you have to take with you can get
but come on eric I've known longer and I find much better
tahn any of these. I have liked him for 6 years so why cant
he like me!!! *sigh* well that is why haven't written in
here for a long while. I've been busy and not really having
much to say in here. hmmm I dont know if I have much more to say
here...which sucks I had something else totually different to say
before I came here but I forgot it...so till next time I'm out guys!




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