faiien angei

a day in the life...
2001-12-12 06:12:10 (UTC)

this is the end of everything...

Paul is at it again. On friday the boy and his friend came
over for my bbq...left early to pick up paul.

once again, he felt the need to converse about me. why
doesnt he just stop? what did i ever do to him to make him
be so heartless to me?

He has no idea how close the boy and i are...or maybe he
does and that's why he is the way he is.
he would never approve. therefore the boy would never
approve. therefore i could never approve.

viscious cycle.

i talked to jason today...i told him i'd think about dating
him again when he gets back. i dont know if i should have
done that.
i'm so confused and it will lead to nothing but his
heartache and sorrow.

i'm a bitch...but i really dont mean to be.

forgive me? please?