lilbuzz03

me, myself and i
2001-12-12 04:09:52 (UTC)

Let ur anger out on me

Well I know he’s still upset of what happened. I don’t
blame him. In a way I just want him to tell me I’m a
horrible person and let his anger out on me, cause I know
it will make him feel better. It wouldn’t make me feel
great, but if that what it takes for him to cope, then so
be it. I understand he’s hurt, and I didn’t mean to hurt
him. But if the feelings for him weren’t there its better
that I told him sooner than later. I didn’t mean to “lead”
him on if I did. I was just being nice. I just don’t’ want
anyone else to get hurt by this. And for all the SC boys
out there, I’M SORRY FOR ANYTHING I”VE SAID TO OFFEND U. I
honestly would never intend to hurt anyone or offend
anyone. I’m sure everything will fall threw fine. At least
I hope.
Mary and I went shopping today. I got my brother’s their x-
mas presents and stuff… and we got to talk about a lot of
stuff… the things that have been bothering her and me both.
So it was good to get things off our chest. When I got home
I was running a fever. And my mom kinda got worried cause I
usually never get sick… and when I DO get sick its usually
serious. So now I’m just feel horrible both mentally and
physically. But I try to keep myself cheery for everyone
else. And all my friends have been supportive and I can’t
thank them enough for it. Night kids




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