Passenger17

Thoughts arrive like butterflies
2001-12-11 19:15:27 (UTC)

11.12.01

Ok, so....
Today.
Nothing happened.
Nothing at all.
Oh, I saw "Tainted Love" again. I swear, Twiggy just gets
cuter every time I see that video!

Something strange did happen though.

I was just thinking of...*stuff* and everyone was looking
at me like I was saying it out loud, haha. And Laura kept
looking at me strangely.

Yeah, and I couldn't stop laughing.
I saw a bird, I laughed, I saw a guy with a broken leg
getting around on crutches, I couldn't stop laughing.
I felt so weird.
I have my art to do, AGAIN!!!!
Now I'm REALLY pissed off. I always leave things to the
last minute. But I always get things done, eventually.
I guess I can only work under pressure.
I don't HAVE any string, I dont HAVE 4 types or 4 colours
of paper.

I love art, but this area of it is just stupid.

I couldn't stop thinking of killing people either. I kept
going through the assembly shooting scenario, over and over
again. I'd not go through with it, because I can tolerate
the schools stupidity ad fuckyness. At the moment, but I
swear if it gets any worse, I'l have no choice tobut to
kill them all.

Haha, that sounds so weird, having it written dwn, but it's
how I feel!
I get up in Main hall and go to the front, after my name
has been called. I bring out a gun and shoot them.

1]Where would I get a gun
2]Would anyone actually LET me buy a gun?
3]No money to buy a gun
4]It'll never happen
5]Too many people will be looking at me that I'll just die.
6]What will happen after
7]Will I get away with it?
8]Will I shoot myself?
9]Will I kill the ones who I want to live?10]Will Ikill the
wrong people?
10]Haha, Media school killing = blaming music.

BooBloodyHoo.





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