2001-12-11 11:45:59 (UTC)


I'm barely awake- just off the phone with you - steve is
online helping me stay awake inadvertently as I daydream or
am i drifting - are we losing me - sliping your arm, where
did that come from, over my side from behind me - feeling
your breath against my neck. my senses lie to me in the
morning and times it can be cruel to myself in the
sweetest, delicately realistic ways - I know the
difference fleetingly waking - your voice in my ear - but
wait... that parts real and I am awake - thank god youre
there - but leaving so soon... no... the illusion fades
and i am just alone