the wanderer

doo-hickey nonsense
2001-12-11 08:17:03 (UTC)

December 10th...

...a day that'll stick in my mind for probably the rest of
my life, or maybe til next year. Actually, it's because of
what happened or rather what shouldn't have happened on that
date a year ago. I know I can't change the past, and
shouldn't regret what I did or didn't do, since it probably
would have prevented me from being where I am now, but I
often wonder how much smoother this past year could have
been. Although I wouldn't trade a lot of the bumps for most
other people's bumps, especially since I learned a lot from
them, and grew internally from them as well. As pessimistic
as they come, even I look at it all as a stepping stone.
Maybe because that's the only way I can look at it though.