Shandielly Harshy

It's good to be bad, if it's bet
2001-12-11 07:45:58 (UTC)

Sam and I are "officially" over. This time I'm not really bothered by it

Sam say's were done. We had a huge fight, then she tells
me that Candace said something about me, but she doesn't
say what. So here's what happened:

what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
I need to know
ok says:
no you dont
ok says:
i dont care if you get mad at me
ok says:
im NOT telling you this one
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
remember the last time this happened?
ok says:
i dont give a shit
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
of course u don't
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
look, from now on, don't tell me ppl are talking shit about
me if ur not gonna tell me what or who
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
cause I was doin fine til I knew
ok says:
i was mad
ok says:
what did you expect
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
a lot more from you. I've already explained to you that
unless Ihave all teh facts, I don't care. I guess it
doesn't matte rwhat I say thought
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
*though
ok says:
see? this is exctly wht i was talking about
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
what were u talking about?
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
the fact that I don't enjoy playing guessing games?
ok says:
you know, if we keep doing this, then im going to keep
thinking about breaking everything that we have ever had
with each other off
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
becuase u don't have the courstesy to let me know what's
being said about me behind my back?
ok says:
yep
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
Don't threaten me with breaking off the friendship, Sam.
It doesn't scare me, it just pisses me off.
ok says:
well one of these days i WONT come running back believe me
ok says:
im making other friends just like i did with you and all of
my other friends
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
If I want to know something, I'll fight til I figure it out
ok says:
figure what out
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
well that's great. But untill you've foud a best friend
you u find better than me (probably neone). I'm not worried
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
figure out what Candace siad
ok says:
shan, ive had way better friends than you believe me
ok says:
kirstin for example though we split up because i moved away
from her
ok says:
and i f i do tell you then youll just fight it off
ok says:
and win
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
And even after that, I also have other friends, too. ur
not the only one capable of making friends
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
fight what off?
ok says:
because im a mother fucking coward
ok says:
i know
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
I won't say a word after you tell me. I just want to know
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
remember when darren was spreading shit aobut you and Eli
and you wanted to get to the bottom of it? sam ething
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
dammit...still can't type
ok says:
fine you are a dense bitch that needs the stick out of her
ass happy?? she hates you because we get into fights so
often and she is the only one who actually listens to me..
SHE understands
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
ok, thank you. THat's all I needed to know. BUt how does
she even know me? That's what I'm wondering
ok says:
me
ok says:
from what I tell her
what do you mean caffeine isn't a vitamin?! says:
of course SHE understands, she's better than me. IF you
think she so fucking great, just run off with her and be
the best of friends. I hoestly don't care if I have to
deal with this much longer
ok says:
ok
ok says:
fine
ok says:
the whole thing with us is over since you obviously want it
so much too
ok says:
goodbye
ok says:
you get all your shit tomorrow

I thought I would be all hurt again, but this time I'm too
tired to care. Hey, I guess I don't have to worry about
dealing with her shit ne more. See, I was nice enough not
to say nething when she told me that she has way better
friends than me, but shit happened. If she or the other
person hadent moved, they stopped being friends cause they
couldn't handle her shit ne more. I've talked to som eof
them, and they say, Oh she did this and this. And guess
what? she does the SAME EXACT bullshit to me as she did to
them! See, I have endurance, cause I put up with her shit
AND mine all the time. I'll be if it weren't for this
fight, I'd probably have put up with her shit until the
cows came home.
I'll bet I can think of a good outcome for every thing that
I'll lose from not being her friend:
no roadtrip: yay! Now I don't have to save up money!
No one from Kalispell to talk to online: no more shit to
read online.
Aunt Sami, Uncle Chris, and Tony: OK, maybe I can't think
of a good thing for every thing lose, but that one is
pretty hard. It would be diffrent if they were assholes or
sumthin.
Ok, I'm tired, bye.
Shan