RoseEssense

Maybe it's better....

I went down and I talked to my boss today. He basically put
me on suspension. We talked about my anger or whatever, and
my rollercoaster of emotions, and I told him I would go to
counceling. So now, he says that in order for me to go back
to work, I have to have my councelor call him and write him
a letter, telling him that I am good enough to go back to
work. I know I have a lot to work on, and I'm very
dedicated to this job. I will do counceling, even if I
don't need it as much as some may think that I do. I know
it will do me some good.
I almost started crying tonight when I went in to see Mark
and Randall. It feels like I've been gone for so long, and
it's just barely been over 24 hours. I guess I really do
love my job. I mean, I knew I did before, but I guess I
never knew how much. Just seeing that place knowing that I
couldn't work felt so wrong! Dude this is sad.
Well, Mark's birthday is tomorrow. December 11. He'll be
24! Guess I've got to give him 24 spakings. Damn I'm gonna
enjoy slapping him! Just kidding.
Anyways, this is all for now. I'll update later.
G'Nite!
Shelby