Angel

DayDream Believer
2001-12-10 19:58:20 (UTC)

Saturday, part four

Now, this is my last entry about Saturday, promise.
We talked on the phone forever, as I`ve told before he was
stil bringing up the thing about how Dante could think we
was together. Im stupid but not crul, so I didnt balme
Dante for it. (or maybe I am crul, cuz it would only get
back on me if I did, I dont care much about Dante)
Chris said that it was about time for litte me to go to
sleep (I was already in bed) he said I could call him the
next day afther 12.

We hang up, but I got a message from Dante and he called me
a minut later. It was good to hear from him agen, know I
got controll. I told him about Chris and those thing to
mske sure he would not get suprised if Chris ask him agen.
And then we talked some more, until 5.10, then we hang up,
I had to get some sleep cuse I had to get up at nine agen.
I babysat J.T and Christina the whole day and came home
tired ready for bed. I wassnt sure if I should call Chris,
I sais I would but how much does it realy matter??
I was scared it would get silly, it was so cool Saturday.
But arond three a clock I did try, but lucely I just got to
his answer machine. So next time we talk I can tell him
that. But I did send him a funny message today, but he
havent sendt me any messages, to bad.

Im gonna call him next Saturday when Im working, he can
come and see me then:-)

Things are ralt good right now, exept from one thing:
Samuel. I think he`s loking a lot worse thise days, when I
got over to him one day he was to week to get out. And
thats bad, we have til special thing me and him. We always
go for a walk when its dark and talk. Its the best way to
think and we`re all alone. Saturday he came out agen, but
looked bad. Im so scared that Im gonna lose him, I cant,
just cant. I can lose everything exept him, promisse!!!!!

Today its three years since my grandfather died, I remember
that time, even then at that day I`d cry cuse Seline was
dead. She had been dead for a while then, but I still miss
her like crazy wishing that I could turn back time.
Samuel is the reason that I survived, I would never had
made it without him. He walked by my side on our trips,
hold me for hours when I was crying and when it was to
painful to go out with him and the rest he undetstod that.
That`s what I call a good friend, I had a bad time and he
was there for me 24 / 7 and didnt exspect anything back.
I love him for that, and for a hundreds of new reasons
everyday, cant lose him, just cant....

Love
Angel




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