*MS JLYN*

*ALL CRIED OUT OVER U*
2001-12-10 02:38:59 (UTC)

TRYING TO CATCH UP W/ MIND........

If you've read any of my past entries, you will see that
I'm quite fickle. I don't know man. This sucks. My mind
wonders too much for me. I'm going to send off an
application for Spelman and I kinda hope I get accepted
there. I know my mother really doesn't want me to go to
Atlanta, but I feel like it's my calling. But I know that
if it is in GOD's plans, then I will be there. I'm going to
also apply to Hampton in VA. I also might apply to Albany
State just to do my first two years. I've totally dismissed
going to UGA. But who knows....I might end up there after
two years of being somewhere else. But anyway, I can't wait
for January 6th to be here. I'm ready to see what is going
to happen between me and Brian.....if anything! I mean, I
don't know him that well. I guess curiousity is just eating
away at me. I talked to this dude last nite that goes to
school with him. He said that Brian is the nonchalant type.
That's cool and everything, but that's also kinda scary. I
don't know why....but it is. Could I have already messed up
my chance with him? Ummm....don't know. Also, I think he
has a girlfriend. LOOK.....my mind is wondering off. Well,
like everything else......if it's in GOD's plans, it will
happen. Well, let me go take a shower. I kinda smell like
Zaxbys. I might give my baby a call when I get settled
in.

~Ms. J~




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