i messed up!
i was so mad! i messed up at church today! it wasn't
horribly bad, but it was bad enough. when i started my last
hymn, my music shut!!! ahhhh! it was really bad. cuz i had
to basically stop and open it, but everyone kept singin, so
that's good. everyone at that church is really supportive of
me, so that makes me feel a lot better. we had our christmas
party at 1. it was lots of fun! then we got home and
decorated our tree. it's really colorful! i like it. grrr!
there's not many people online again! i'm talkin to derek
and he's tryin to figure out what krystal thinks he said and
what he really said and i think i'm supposed to talk to
krystal tomorrow but i'm not sure and...yeah, i'm really
confused. that's the upside to being single i guess. it
still sux tho. oh well. i'm gonna get goin now so i can
figure this whole thing out. g'night all!