girl8

shay files
2001-12-10 01:00:57 (UTC)

PONDERING

sometimes i wish i could just take a whole monthoff away
from the world and rethink myself. i wish that i could
change so many things about me to make me better or just to
make me different. sometimes i wish i was one of those
people taht completely did not care what anyone else thought
about them. but i do care sometimes i cant completely be me
all the time and i dont understand why.i just wish that.. i
dont kow i had a different style a different outlook on
life. i just wonder what iwould be like if i could sit for a
month just me and figure who i am out! i hate thinking about
htis sometimes cuz it makes me go sorta crazy wondering and
wondering...