Peaches

Ode to a psycho!HA!
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2001-12-09 01:50:18 (UTC)

Districts.....why does god insist on tormenting me??

well........districts was today...........and brian wrote me.
....... to give the good news, or the bad news??......... eh
screw it......PAUL AND I MADE SUPERIORS ON OUR DUET!!!!!!!!!
yes, this just continues the cycle....last year superior-
solo, superior- duet music, superior- ensemble music!!!!
except that we made an excellent on at the ballet......It
would have been a superior, but we went a min and 27 seconds
over the time limit before they stopped us. So I consider it
a superior even though it's technically not............I saw
stephen........GOD! DID I SEE STEPHEN!!!.....He asked elyse
about the picture.......god.....I guess she was talking with
Ashley about something and mentioned my name, and he came
over and asked if she had said my name......Elyse was like
yeah, umm she's around here somewhere, and he asked her if
she knew that I had put a picture in his mailbox........She
started laughing histericaly and ashley was like uhhh, I
gotta go.....Stephen couldn't figure it out....then elyse
explained to him that I didn't put it in his mailbox, Ashley
did, and that I didn't even know she'd done it until too
late.........GOD AHSLEY MAKES ME SO ANGRY SOMETIMES!!WHAT
KIND OF FRIEND DOES THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I knew exactly what he
was going to think and I was right, that I'm some kind of
psycho crazed stalker.....I'M NOT!!!! later we were playing
mission impossible and I walked by geoff and I heard him
mutter JERK! GOD!!!! THAT'S WHAT SHE WROTE ON THE BACK OF
IT.........grrrrr.....I wonder if he' still going ou with
that chick......only 41 days till I get to see him again.....
god!!!!! I AM a freak........yeah, and then I got home and
Brian had written me, I'm not exactly sure what exactly he
wrote........parts of it didn't make anysense............
Somwtimes I wish you could have your dreams really come true.
In which case I would be going out with Stephen, I wouldn't
have run out of meds today, Brian would have the confidence
to live HIS life to the fullest and not dwell in things he
could over come...........and I could honestly say that I was
happy in my life............................but so much for
miracles, tey happen inplay, in life people meet people think
then go their seperate ways, they gie up a joy that's as
spendid as anything under the sun, it would have been
wonderful.........we hung out....We did the 'what's up dawg'
hand punch thing.......his hand was soft........GOD I HATE
MYSELF!!!!!!


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