MsKarma

even elizabeth hurley goes to the loo
2001-12-08 04:52:58 (UTC)

fear and loathing... not quite!

so.. im tired, the theme of today has been tired and
happy.. i had a good day.. we called off the poetry thingo,
which is ok, freiman is working, sosomeother time, so it'll
be cool... we're gonan go see that movie tomrow, and mayeb
chill with klinger, joselin sam and i.. today, school was
schoolish, nothign out of the ordinary, we were really
late, but.. i had a theatre performance in first peroid,
over teh short,s and we missed alot or parts, but, bwe
picked itup nicely, so it was ok.. i forget how it is to be
up on satge, i don;t get tehat exitited feeling anymore, i
don;t feel like im that person.. so i hitnk im gonna quit
at semester... and take painting.. late ngiht i painted
apicture, and it wasn't as good as it was in my mind, but
it ink that with some practice it woudl be. i borught soem
new brush ast the heb today.. so.. today, school was
school, i came home exhausted, and was gonan take a nap,
btu mike and aum came over, and it was fun, i like those
boys.. i really do.. i told them abotu lee, and htey were
liek, awww, katy, you shoudl have given it a chance,but its
liek,i .. iiddn't explain myself well, but i just don;t
feel it with lee, i mean.. i dont knwo, maybe i do;t want
to feel it, but there are htings abotu lee that i really
can't stand, and i know that there are thigns lekt hat
witheveryone, but... you know? liek things that really
bother me.. i dont know, i just, i dont; think it owuld be
good for either of us really...and it wasn't awakard, just,
otuward, you know? lee took a chance, but its still lee...
and i think the guys felt that, so, im ok, lees ok, we're
all ok... i hope.. we talked about guys some then, and aum
wa slike, you know, it makes me mad that you dont; have
aguy sometimes,a nd iw as like, aww aum... and i sat them
down and talked to them abotu going to the marines, and how
they REALLY coudln;t kill peopel, they are too nice, and we
talked about the downfall of the darwinian theory, and mike
made me out to be a nazi, and we were talking, and it was
so nice.. and then kelly and jason show up, and htey are
all super goofy, liek, jason is all, ok wer're leaving, but
its a joke, so kelly goes and lies dowan in the street in
front of his car, and it was so uncharacterisc of kelly
that it was odd, an then sam and joslein come, and then
everyone goes inside, cept aum miek and i, cause we'd been
outside for a while, so we stay there, and id ont; rmemebr
if we tak some more, but.. even if we do its kind of
nothin, you knwo? i would have liked to talk with them for
al ong time, because it was easy.. and nice... sam showed
me a quote from on the road that he liked, and its nice..
so, sam and joslein and i go to eat dinner, and... we..
eat, and go to heb and buy alot of candy, and we come home
an dplay scrabble, and i think joselin didnt really get it,
an got discouraged, but, i figured itd be good for her, you
know? not even her, but all of us, its such a great gaem,
scrabble... and now im about to go to bed, and it'll be
great, and tomrow, we'll do it al opver again, only sam and
joslein and i are goign to that movie, and it'll be
great... i ,.. it'll be great...thoughts.. like.. i do;t
even knwo, like a soda.. like.. strawberry soda, thas how
my thoughts are.. sweet, pink, fizzy, bubble, scattered,
yet smooth as they go down... with the feel of sparkles...
kind of...




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